Archive for August 27, 2008
Pain
Yesterday, I had a workout at Physical therapy. The pain had me so incense. I was hopping around with a crutch. This is crazy. Supposely, I’m in the healing stage.
I was so bummed out, yesterday. When therapist said my range of motion was still neutral or one.. Nothing more or less. WTF?? He did his midpoint test on my ankle. I can press 20lbs with my foot. My figure 8 measurements have decrease in size. I’ve made some gains. Really I’ve made a great gain. The Dynasplint helped moved my muscle. The problem.. my ankle joint will not move at all. So I asked Dont the Dynasplint help with the joint. He said no! No! This dang on Dynasplint is expensive thing to rent monthly. Like a car note payment. It dont help with the joint.. He said No! The joint needs to be manipulated more. *rolling my f*cking eyes* I am still looking at 2 months of PT. uggh!
I never thought recovery Would be like this?
Honestly, My 1st recovery took 6months to a yr. I guess I’m following the same pattern.
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stepping backwards
Normally, I believe do not step backwards. What does that mean? I do not go back to the same jobs. I move to other jobs with similar job position. Last nite as I lay awake in pain. I thought hmm, XYZ company is hiring. I guess I could apply for a job at XYZ. Uggh! Jobs are like relationships. Once you are done with the guy. You should not go back with him. You left for a reason.
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